The growth from my blog

In fact l have forgotten when l started writing this blog, but l did not stop from the first day, l enjoy writing as l like sharing. Honestly, when l started the blog, l did not expect people to read, to me, it is more like a record of my life.

But l know sometimes l am out of control, l guess people know what to share and what must not, but a stupid lady like me just blaarr.....though, thankful to my blaar, l was scolded few times from those who did not agree with me, l want to thank them because they have taught me something and helping me to grow in other way.

I used to concern too much in humanity, l do not understand why people want to hurt others, there is a leveler deep inside my heart, l do not differentiate a king and a beggar but l distinguish people from their behavior. Hence, l could not accept the ugliness of human being and always reponse extremely to this.

The thing is, l am not Buddha or Jesus, who am l to judge human huh?

Life is a process of learning and l am learning to be a flexible woman instead of an extreme one now, l used to care too much when people do not like me, l wanted to know the reason, but nowadays, l do not care anymore, not even caring when l see ugly or unreasonable behavior now, l started to understand this is life, life is in various colours, isn't it too bored if we only see white?

Let it be oh Let it be.......

So, l do not want to understand now, instead, l accept. 

Smile, when l am happy....Smile, when l am hurt.....Smile to the only life we have......