If you read my blog, you know l have complained of some terrible people's behavior here, l do not wish to do that, l hope l have never experienced this, and l do not judge myself as a perfect person who could comment others at all, in fact, l do not own any element of perfectionism, l know l am not good enough hence l always remind myself of what should do and what should not, to me, living as a human, we should act like a human, the difference of human and animals is we human have wisdom, we have the ability to analyse, we do not piss everywhere and we wear clothes, right?

Sad to say, l really believe the dooms day is coming when l see the unreasonable and unbelievable human behavior, l think human are getting mad under the stress of developement, and l noticed, many people have symptom of depression, panic disorder and nervous breakdown but they are not aware on this, l believe many have no idea of what is depression at all, they do not know they have to see doctor. Many years ago, l have a friend commit suicided under depression, we did not have enough knowledge to help him that time, we did not know he has to take medicine besides family and friends' concerning....we felt so guilty when he passed away, and we have learnt a huge lesson......

Everytime when l see the unreasonable behavior, the first question in my mind is: What type of family is she from? I strongly believe it is related. I always tell my staffs, when you want to act rude to others, think of your parents first, what will others look at your parents under your behavior?

Look, l am from single family and my mom were busy working all the times during my childhood, l have nobody to learn from, but l learn in the school, l learn from books, l learn from my religion, most of all, l learn from my previous experience, l know l have made many mistakes in younger time too, those mistakes have helped me to grow, and l am trying of not to make my mom shame, l know l still have more to learn, but at least, l am aware, l know l have to learn and adjust myself, l am aware....

Awareness is such important, those people do not have idea of how ugly is their behavior because they do not aware. If you notice the increment of commit suicide cases recently, you know what l am talking about. So honestly, when l see the unreasonable behavior, l am angry yet l pity these people, they are sick, a normal person will not act this way, they are sick and they do not know they are sick, this is very dangerous! Look around,l believe these people are surrounding you, they might be your family member, colleague, neighbour or friend......or, yourself!